I am a Yarsani , Homelessness knows me better than Those people whom we have common language and my countryman’s  .I have a name as long as history but I have forgotten and shut down .Neither bawl nor a hopeful place remain for me .I cannot see a small light in my future  neither a place in the past for coming back .I got stuck in weird story!       

I have banished from where I have been born and indeterminate in where I am now! I cannot go back or go further!           

being human and talking about humanity was my only crime in my homeland , Neither look like some people imposed my believes to others by sword Nor look like a Missionary on a pulpit presented my thoughts to someone , and i would believe that humanity is much more higher than God , Religion , Prophet and so on.

YES this was crime of my coreligionists and I .The Crime that here is unbelievable by these people Maybe there is no Bomb or missile now or my home has not destroyed under the Tank's tread, but Bombs and Missiles have been rained over me and i did not complain! My home has been destroyed and i rebuilt it, I have grown up as a homeless, bullet and its shell was my toys. Our pain is not War, It is dying of humanity, perhaps there is no sign of bullets or shrapnel wounds on my body but deeper wounds have remained since 1400 years that open old wounds on my soul and spirit.

Those who treated me by sword made much deeper wounds on my body by pen now .YES my pain is massive severe drag in by Islamic beliefs and thoughts which squeeze my throat , if I had complained the corded squeeze more my throat ( would be executed ) and if not I would felt a lump in my throat and we are suffering just for being alive thus for keeping friendship and equality just have to grin and bear it. our sealed lips is not a reason of security and satisfying , I wish you would understand that silence does not mean satisfying always sometimes silence means BUT or IF or thousand one reasons which we scared  to let them out , being careful is no longer necessary.

Our silence shouted our enemies’ stupidity, the bawl which has been misunderstood and this is just the reason of staying alive. Now I am here and I Can yell.it does not need to be careful anymore, but one bawl and Millions Silence which have misunderstood make it hundred times harder for those who want make decision for future of me and people (coreligionists) like me.

Dear ladies and gentlemen who supposed to make a decision about me and other Yarsanian followers , Neither translator nor typist I need , Neither Investigator nor lawyer I need which get through my past for hours to find a lie !

I just need someone who can read suffer and pain on my eyes ,I am not here for just defending myself , I am talking for  people and also next generations which I want to be sure that humanity still alive inside them.

Dear ladies and gentlemen you are not just making a decision for me, you are making a decision for next generations.

Now ask the translator to look deeply in my eyes and translate how can he/she persuade me that I am unclean and impure and convince me that I am unbeliever and in lower level compare to rest of my countrymen ! How they can convince people that wherever I take steps even 7 meters underneath is unclean and impure! How can they persuade others that shaking hand with me is against the Islamic law and if they do this it makes them dirty and they need to take a shower and clean themselves?

Think deeper about what happen to us, Can you even imagine that killing me as a none Muslim is legal based on Islamic Law! Think about all these discriminations, Insults, suffers and pressures. Now think deeper about those who opened their lips, Could you understand that the reason of those thousands Yarsani’s silence were cutting the tongues of humanities. I have come from a country that when those people in charge lies it has been considering as regimes expedients.

Stealing became a competition among those who in charge and killing none Muslims and those who not treating and saying as what they want and expect about Islam is proud and an honor.

Ladies and gentlemen who are sitting me face to face , My suffering life with any blinks has had turned to a new page If those Yarsani 's followers Life is not in danger according to your judgment , be sure that humanity of a generation is in danger. Death is a natural and typical event and It can happens today or tomorrow , here or anywhere else But humanities death can cause the Mankind death Now I am begging you Think and Judge , neither for me nor my next generation , but decide for persisting Humanity.